This nightmare just does not stop.
I was sensing some anger from My Captors today because they didn’t like it that I wasn’t agreeing with them when their idea out of this situation was for me to go to school and then I would have a job?!!???

Seriously, I guess these people actually fooled themselves into believing that not only would I try to work out a resolution with them to end this nightmare since no one else will help, but they actually thought they would try to take advantage of me and railroad me into agreeing that I go to school and would have a detective job waiting? So basically, yeah we’re real sorry that we tried to kill you a kazillion times, tried to set you up, threatened you for both on numerous occasions, tried to kill your kid and frame you, invaded your privacy for 2 years .. sorry about that – but you can go work for our mistakes so we won’t be inconvenienced.

Can you believe that? They also tried to get me to fall for some scenario that a main player had fallen in love with me and that “All you need is Love”. I already said I wasn’t agreeing to a scandalous situation but also knew something was fishy even though they were pouring it on. So today after that “Love” was being revealed as fakeness when I didn’t agree to the above.. I sensed the sourness and as I was getting ready to drive.. because that’s when they give me information..and I jokingly said: “I am ready for that true love.. so sock it to me baby!”. I only said that because I knew I would be feelin all of the dissatisfaction as I had always previously, each time I did something they didn’t like.

They misconstrued and took it to mean that I fell for the fake lovery trick and immediately began telling me things like I am a sucker and calling me “Sell Out” and had their Radio DJ friends from 98.5 make SICK AND VULGAR COMMENTS. Hate to bust your bubble but your little trickery attempt did nothing but show me how really mean and hateful My Captors are. Not all of them but many.

So then when they found out they blew it by revealing their true motivations too early .. the THREATS OF DEATH and FALSE ARREST began flying my way once again.

So I panicked and decided to tell the first adult I could some details of what was going on.. which was my EX which by the grace of God .. lead to some other bonus information that proves everything I have been saying is true. I am hoping publicizing that if anything happens to myself or my ex because of that conversation that people will remember that it was NO ACCIDENT OR MYSTERY even if they make it look that way. I will be telling a few more close people so that if a bunch of people around me end up dead it is because of the information from that conversation.

Immediately after leaving for home, My Captors had one of their dj friends play a song called “Conversations Kill”. It is not a coincidence. It is amazing the NEW people that I find out continuously, who are involved. It is SO SAD.. to learn that even some people I knew have been helping.

You know to the people giving me dirty looks and all of the same LOSERS that My Captors began sending to remind me of the “kill her” days.. you are all – INCLUDING MY CAPTORS so UNGRATEFUL and it makes me sad. I am so jaded now.

You may be mad and be hatin on me because if I live you are right .. (I would be jealous too) that I am going to be a millionaire. But you know what… I gave you a gift no matter how much you try to justify that it was not and that I should be dead. So when you kiss your family and kids goodnight or you call them and it’s not calling them “collect” then you remember that this person you hate – A TOTAL STRANGER to most of you – cared enough about you and people in general to save you from being separated and living without your loved ones. That is more than the people that I had in my life and the “friends” that I had up here did for me. You try to threaten me saying not doing things your way .. I will have no friends. What does it matter really if all you are are just the same as the people and “friends” that I had in my life that I have disassociated myself with because I found out what kind of relationship we had.

I have my 3 little “homey’s” anyway.. and they were the only ones that stuck by me and they are the only ones who if I lost, could make me feel lonely. You guys acted like you saved me.. but we all know the truth and that is that GOD is the only one who “saved” my kids and I. Maybe some of you guys stopped long enough to realize that I am not a bad person and cared a little later.. but NOBODY was there for us when we needed them aside from God – NOBODY. You face that reality and still walk around with a Crazy Label for the rest of your life and had yourselves and your kids go through what we did.. and still FORGAVE people.. You sit there and tell me you would agree to the above, especially after all of the DISTRUST? I deserve it .. my kids deserve it and we need to be protected if need be.. OBVIOUSLY.

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