I am a hostage in my own home. I have been stalked and my cell phones, home phone and computer have all been illegally monitored, there is an illegal tracking device on my van, I get condoms left in my locked van even with the alarm set, I woke up one day to caution tape tied to my van and covering the entire area of my home, my life has been threatened as well as the lives of my children since March of 2008 when a very well known Yahoo engineer hacked up my website because he didn’t like an e-mail response I had sent regarding a website I was building and Yahoo was hosting. He didn’t know I was running Sitemeter which showed his IP address. So then he panicked when I began working on it with a detective out of the Austin Texas Police Dept. before I figured out he had changed his ip-address location. Next thing you know he contacts his buddy from the Sacramento FBI and they begin an illegal investigation on me based on what they both will call an “anonymous” tip. I figured everything out when I caught the FBI agent illegally intercepting a voicemail of mine on my land line and put all the pieces to the weird things that were happening together and that’s when they put a hit out on my head. My family thought I was bonkers and lied to the social worker who then had me committed to a Heritage Oaks Hospital. Dr. Sugden the first doctor asked me what was I doing there “we’re not the police”. I told him I was told I was going to a safehouse. He then said “Do you have anyone who can help you?” I said a mother from my children’s school gave me the number for a guy that use to investigate crooked FBI agents. He said “I will tell the nurse to let you get it out” I called Ron Koehler but apparently he had the flu he also stated he had been out of the FBI for 30 years. There was a “Caller Id” from his phone number on our home phone from that date but I never heard back from him. Dr. Sugden passed me to Dr. Lin (the forensic psychiatrist) who knew I wasn’t nuts and made a deal with me that once I jumped through all of his hoops to rule everything out because I was already there and in order to present it to the authorities so there would be no doubt – that I took the medicine and still knew what I knew.. got an MRI showing no tumor etc. etc. he was going to find out the proper authorities to report the crimes committed. But even though I passed all of the tests with flying colors and all of the staff kept wondering what I was doing in the hospital in the first place.. Dr. Lin reneged on our deal because who was going to pay the $40,000 hospital bill? I am thinking if my insurance company knew all the hairy details and that my friend has tons of the proof in her safety deposit box.. they would consider it insurance fraud. So basically because I love my 3 kids more than anything … I can’t report this crime. So to all my so called friends in No. Cal. who treat me like I am nuts and avoid me like the plague.. I might add I am suing the hospital for defamation of character. To my family especially my know it all brothers in Washington.. thanks for almost letting me get “whathaveyou”ed. My oldest brother Danny is only a physicians assistant – but he has a confidence problem and that is how this whole thing turned into a medical issue instead of my family being there for me during the most horrendous time of my life. He came down from Washington where my family resides -coincidentally the same area as the Yahoo Engineer. I asked him to stay just one day and see everything weird that was going on but he wouldn’t because he was already on a mission to “fix me”. I mean how many pats on the back would you get for being able to “fix” your own sister? Wow.. he would have been a hero if he could have closed the deal. But because I am not nuts I threw his plans off and told him the truth that he was turning this into a medical issue because of his need to save the world. Needless to say he was extremely offended and for the rest of this ongoing ordeal I have had no family support because he is the wannabe Dr. He should be thanking God right now because if it wasn’t for him – he would have to explain to his niece and nephews how his need for approval was the reason they were motherless. To the hand-full of friends who did show faith in me that nothing in the world could make me cave or be weak-minded for my kids enough to go off the deep end – including my current new doctor who is going to help clear my name and didn’t treat me like I was a freak or put me on any unnecessary medicine and didn’t have any other agenda and showed compassion for what I have just survived.. Thank you. To my kids, I am sorry for the rumors at school and that without checking into anything I said people just jumped to their own conclusions – but I am still alive for you (and that’s all that matters to me) despite the attempts on my life including the one at Louis Pasteur baseball field when I looked up just in time while the hit-man was about to pull his gun out of his backpack until he realized my video camera was right on him. I can handle all of the judgemental-ness and not being able to report the crimes to clear my name because you 3 are worth it. Now I can’t volunteer in your classes or go on field trips with you because Dr. Lin decided to be unethical and basically an accessory to all of this but at least I will be there for you when you get home. And Dr. Lin if you deny anything of the fact that I not once had anything but exemplary behavior during my 5 week stay – because I knew I was safe in there and believed you when we shook on the deal – then why don’t you sue me? Better yet.. let’s both go down and have a lie detector test done together and see who passes and who doesn’t about our agreement and things you said – Like you were going home one weekend to research who the proper entity to report the crime to when there is an FBI agent involved? I will be happy to take the test. Not once did I think I was Jesus or say I had been sent by the messiah, not once did I say anyone was in there to get me. And to refresh your memory I didn’t say it was the FBI (aside from the 2-3 week long false investigation) .. I said it was “A FBI”. Not once did I have any type of emotional outburst or breakdown. I just joked around with people and staff trying to make the best a bad situation but looking forward to having it resolved before I left the hospital. I could have left after 3 days but for 5 weeks I kept waiving my right to leave because I trusted that you would keep your promise to me. Towards the end when it began looking like you weren’t going to keep your promise I said “don’t worry I am not going to sue you or the hospital”. I promise on my childrens’ lives that your exact response was .. “Well thank you – I appreciate that.” – When I said that it was only because I had NO idea in this world that you were going to lie and put a false diagnosis on my discharge papers. Nothing of my behavior was anything typical of someone who you say is delusional. And normally, I would think you would verify anything before you can write down a false diagnosis on my discharge papers just to pay your hospital bill. Funny how you didn’t mention anything of the sort about any disorder and the first time I heard of it was on the discharge papers as I was leaving and right after you told me that you were sorry it didn’t go the way that I wanted it to by reporting it but that you would think they both would be thinking that I have been in there for so long that nobody would believe me and they would leave me alone. I hope your measly 40k was worth slamming my name through the mud and putting me through more humiliation than you could ever imagine because everyone trusts the professional right? So anyway kids, when you get older I will show you the mountains of proof that I have and you will know that the only thing that was wrong was that I was fighting for my life with absolutely no family support and you will also realize just how much I wanted to be the one there for you every day of your lives. So in a NUT shell.. I took on the FBI, Yahoo inc,(so to speak) all by myself and survived and if anything happens to me accident or otherwise Dr. Lin and quite a few others know all the hairy details of who and when and why. JANUARY 21 2009 -HERE IS AN UPDATE TO MY DILEMMA: ABOUT 3 MONTHS AGO I was informed by the FBI agent as well as the Yahoo Inc. Engineer that apparently AT&T finally woke up and realized my home network had been being hacked since MARCH 2008. They told me to stay off of the computer or AT&T would get a glimpse of the bigger picture of what has been transpiring all of these months. Things like Yahoo Incs involvement etc. At first I didn’t believe them but the very next day the guy that was with the guy who was about to snipe me at my sons baseball game last May at Louis Pasteur school (on Elm St) was driving right behind me. So immediately I realized they were telling the truth and not just messing with me. Of course I wasn’t going to get on my computer and still the day after that I believe I almost walked into a set-up when I arrived home. There was a guy waiting in his car parked down the street staring at me. I was reluctant to go in and went to get the neighbor first. When I was about to pull up there were 3 sheriffs in uniform walking in front of my home. What was scary was that one of them was one of the crooked sheriffs who was in my home last May and refused to take a report. I believe I forgot to mention previously that the FBI agent has tons and tons of Sacramento County Sheriffs who have been helping him to cover up his crimes against me and she was one of them. I have tried to report him 6 times now and on all accounts to different sheriffs I have been denied my right to have a report taken. If I can recall correctly at one point in the past 10 months or so the FBI agent mentioned that he was from a family of law enforcement. So anyway.. since there is a tracking device on my van the 3 sheriffs got the heads up that I was bringing company home and they all scurried out of the neighborhood. It got even worse. I have not been able to leave my home since November 15th when I caught a car pointing a gun at my van with my 9 year old daughter in the car as well as her teen-aged friend on video. I have had to pay someone $20 a week to take my children to and from school. Since that time my kids and I have been terrorized by these 2 guys and their friends, the Sac County sheriffs, and all of their creepy friends who are so easily willing to “what have you” a mother of 3. They have tried to “what have you” me or kidnap my kids pretty much on a daily basis for the past 2 months straight. If you were to secretly watch the activity around my home and the people that park at the school turnaround area across the street and down Lake Natoma and Tonkin drive you would be amazed at all of the creepy people they send. Many times they send people pretending to have children they are waiting for across the street. When the plan is thwarted the person will have to wait 15 or 20 minutes until someone can drop their child or someones else’s child off on the other side of the school. Several people and men have been caught trying to sneak through our backyard on the left side of our home because there is a culdesac. There are numerous vehicles that have been caught on video with no front or back license plate parked outside or on the side of our home. Because I haven’t been out of my home they appeared to have tried to kidnap my kids but especially my oldest for some reason. I have tons of videos and pictures of all of the thugs they have sent. On Dec. 13th they sent a guy posing as an electrician to “whathaveyou” me who tried to enter my home with the 2 keys the FBI agent had professionally made to my home last spring. I have video of him with the keys in his hands as he was about to use them, luckily I had inside door locks (because I knew that) and the neighbor was home. What proves the Sac County sheriffs involvement is that we have ADT now and with my car alarm blaring this guy was so bold as to head around to the backyard which shows that he had to know either the sheriffs would not respond to the ADT call or that a cover up to his crimes would be made. Aside from those 2 videos I have other videos of guns pointed towards my home in hopes that they could get a good shot at me. I can’t even convey the fear of living like this and knowing there is no safety net from the sheriffs or anyone. I have absolutely no criminal history and yet the sheriffs have been to my home about 7 or 8 times since AT&T caught on. I got so fearful of a set-up or that they were trying to come over and shoot me and then try to claim I was crazy that I had to file a complaint with the Sheriffs Internal Affairs so it would be publicly recorded that I knew that was a possibility for all of their unwarranted visits. I have spoken to someone who claimed to be the District Attorney and said his name was Rich Allen and he couldn’t help. He said he didn’t understand why I called the District Attorney’s office. They can’t help. He said normally if someone has someone trying to break-in or points a gun at you.. you call the police. I thought that was odd that he kept saying that and I kept repeating … I can’t because the sheriffs are involved. I said there was caution tape tied to my van and he said “wow your neighbors must really not like you” and I said it isn’t my neighbors I never had this problem before March 2008. Again he said the next time someone does something then call the sheriffs – so then I said.. wait a minute.. why are we sitting here focusing on the people the FBI Agent keeps sending? It was strange to me that he kept avoiding anything that pertained to the guy who was the reason behind all of this terror my children and I were going through. Whoever the guy from the DA’s office that called .. if they really did was obviously a friend of the FBI guy. I left a message for Dr. Lin to step up and at least tell my family the truth but he never did. Obviously if I have videos of guns pointed at me and attempted break-ins, and AT&T caught on ..then clearly I wasn’t delusional. I have no one in this area that is willing to help my children and I. It makes me sad that supposed professionals don’t care if 3 children are left motherless. I didn’t name specific sheriffs in the complaint although I have names of a few as well as pictures of law enforcement in their personal vehicles constantly driving by my home to intimidate me. I have pictures of a spy-camera-listening van that was parked outside my home last spring and then started up again after AT&T caught on. Probably to view who comes and goes to my house as well as if I am trying to sneak out in someone else’s vehicle. The problem with AT&T catching on is that they may know about the hacking but they don’t know about the prior or current attempts on my life and also that if they forwarded anything to the sheriffs dept nothing will be done. They also aren’t aware that the FBI guy had been in my home last spring and had my phone lines re-wired to someone else’s line and that a search on my phone number shows a result that my phone number and address is now a residential location in Folsom. My phone number is 916-989-2283 and I live on Tonkin Dr. in Orangevale, Ca.95662. The phone number search also indicates that the phone number owner address history has 3 addresses in Orangevale, 2 in Sacramento and 1 in Santa Cruz. We have never even lived in Folsom or Santa Cruz and have only had 1 address in Orangevale.. so it has to be someone else who is in control of the account. If anyone knows how to help or can contact someone that can help me please do as I have run into brick wall after brick wall. The FBI guy is so connected that nobody will help. It makes me wonder why so many people are at his fingertips. Please help my children and I. I just got back on the internet since they have been trying to “whathaveyou” me anyway but still they are 100 percent all over my beeswax. They are network and computer wizards and have hacked into every single account I have, myspace, Ebay, At&t, Bank of America, T-Mobile… everything. For instance when I initially set up my myspace I tried to “request a friend” from my friend Genny. She accepted and myspace sent me an e-mail stating my friend request had been accepted yet look at my friends..as of today 1/21/09.. Tom is my only friend. I don’t show up on Genny’s either. That is how in control they on my computer and business. I can’t really make any important phone calls because as I stated before my phone wiring was re-done and my calls get redirected to their fake call center. For instance I tried calling the Sacramento FBI office and supposedly spoke to the Duty Officer. She treated me very hostile and said she would call the FBI agent to see what he had to say. Something just sounds unprofessional about something so serious being handled that way. I just said “what is he going to say..Yes I am trying to have her “whathaveyou-ed”. That is so ridiculous that the duty officer would handle the investigation. I have tried calling AT&T with the initial ticket #175676457. they gave me when I last spoke with them and the call I think they began an investigation when I told them not to because my life was in danger last May. I needed help setting up my router and they began noticing weird things about my account including that my computer was saying I had a 2Wire modem when in fact I have the original Speedstream one they sent me years ago. I can’t seem to get through to the real AT&T either. I tried calling the attorney s office for Gloria Alred but I don’t believe I am reaching their firm either. Everything in my life is so rigged. I am literally a prisoner. Just this evening they threatened me that they were going to “whathaveyou” me and make it look like a suicide and be charged with manslaughter only.. if any charges at all. This means the sheriffs dept again will be covering for them because in my 9 page complaint regarding all of this it is clearly stated several times that I wish to live and be here for my children. That is the whole point of the complaint and trying to seek help from them. SO HERE IS THE TRUTH… I LOVE MY KIDS MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD AND WOULD NOT WANT TO BE APART FROM THEM FOR EVEN A MINUTE. I KNOW THEY NEED ME AND I LOVE LIVING WITH THEM THAT IS WHY I HAVE LOST SLEEP WATCHING MY BACK SO THAT I COULD STILL BE HERE FOR THEM EVEN THOUGH NO ONE ELSE IN MY LIFE EXCEPT FOR GOD HAS REALLY BEEN THERE FOR ME. I AM FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE WITH ALL OF MY MIGHT FOR MY CHILDREN. At this very moment there are 2 or 3 guys down the street to the left of my home because my computer activity is being monitored and apparently they are not happy about it so they are trying to “whathaveyou” me again. I wouldn’t have added the update but on the last threat I want everyone to know that absolutely I do not want to die. They said there will be a public outcry but they would get away with it. I will be adding pictures and videos of the attempted murders etc soon if these guys will permit it. JANUARY 22, 2009 UPDATE: THE SHERIFFS JUST CAME BY AGAIN… AND THANK GOD ONCE AGAIN MY NEIGHBOR JOHN WAS HOME WHEN I PHONED. THEY SAID SOME PARENT FROM MY CHILDREN’S SCHOOL CALLED AND WAS WORRIED BECAUSE THEY SAW MY BLOG AND I WAS SAYING I AM GETTING “WHATHAVEYOU-ED. (if that is even true) I said well hopefully not. ALL 3 OF MY CHILDREN AND I HEARD THEM TURN THE KNOB TO MY FRONT DOOR even though I said we were fine and to hold on a minute. My son’s 13 year old friend was in the tree house in the front yard and saw with his own eyes they tried to open our door. I don’t believe they noticed him prior to trying. They told me it is legal for them to do that. I found out that the 13 yr. old classmate said he saw them stick something in to open it. He thought they picked the lock but I believe they probably used the keys that the FBI guy had made if he saw them using something. The witness also confirmed that they did not notice him until after doing that. I am not too familiar with sheriff laws and legalities but whether they were illegally made keys or a pick.. is that really legal?? They said they had to see we were fine but they had to already know things were fine when they drove up because all three kids were playing in the front yard while I was watching them in the camera monitor. When they saw the sheriffs pulling up they ran in the house. I asked them once again to take a report and of course they wouldn’t. They said I am the only one saying the FBI guy is trying to “whathaveyou” me and I said no I’m not. After they fluffed that off they said what can we do to help and I said to not have anyone from the sheriffs come here anymore because I have asked so many times before and now I am taking it to the public instead. So please no one call the sheriffs again if that is even true. Calling them just gives them more free whacks at “whathavingyou” me. During our conversation he said “if we were trying to kill you we would just bust the door down.” That is strange to me that he said that because it makes it almost sound as if he or whomever sent him here read my blog themselves first. After he made that comment I said “I didn’t say you were trying to kill me”. Anyway, due to the fact that they turned my doorknob after I said we were fine and to hold on a minute, I believe once again they were here for not so good intentions. They told me to take the blog down.. I am sure they would like that. It doesn’t sound too good that the people who are suppose to be protecting us have had a hand in the turmoil that my children and I have had to endure. I told them I wasn’t going to because I need help. They were not happy at all that I called my neighbor. They treated him very hostile. I know they don’t want anyone to protect me that way they can do as they wish. One of the sheriffs said “awh you called him?” I said yes I did. This just goes to prove the FBI guy is so connected… because obviously my 9 page complaint to the Sheriffs internal affairs.. meant nothing and accomplished nothing as far as them being able to come over here to try to take another whack at me. This makes about 8 or 9 times since AT&T caught on. So as of this moment I can’t say someone is trying to “whathaveyou” me anymore because they said they would have to come back if I am still saying that. I will change everything above to “whathaveyou” since I can’t say the “K” word or they will have more unwarranted visits. I am in a mess.
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