I am so sick to my stomach. I found out in the last couple days that My CAPTORS actually MURDERED my FATHER. I don’t know why but I believe I have an idea. I believe that it must have been because my dad finally got it that I was telling the truth. I believe that he must have tried or did contact his friend Jody from childhood who was a very experienced PRIVATE INVESTIGATOR that worked on many important crime cases.

The last thing my dad said to me right before he supposedly contracted this RARE DISEASE that all of a sudden began occurring around 1986 which also makes sense.. was that “I didn’t say I did not believe you” when I called him wanting him to obtain a lawyer for me because My Captors illegally stole my home and illegally had me evicted. To prove this you can check the records for the house at 9538 Tonkin Drive in Orangevale California and you will see that I was “evicted” 2 months before someone PAID A LIEN OFF to the COUNTY OF SACRAMENTO. My understanding is that there is suppose to be NO TRANSFER OF OWNERSHIP until ALL LIENS ARE CLEARED. Well if I was “evicted” in May 2009 .. how could a LIEN be cleared in JULY OF 2009? You tell me.

Anyway the supposed disease is called “Creutzfeldt-Jakob” disease. There have only been a handful of cases in the United States. I believe that that is actually NOT a DISEASE but rather something the government came up with for people they wanted to due away with but flat out shooting them would be too obvious.

Anyway, I found out that the doctor who injected him.. probably at the VA in Washington State near Bremerton was named DR. MIKE. I am going to call my mom for more information on this later on today and find out exactly how it went down. I thought it was odd that my dad’s best friend from childhood didn’t show to his funeral and I am worried about him also. This horrific discovery came right after I found out that a very sweet professional that I gave some evidence to is dead as well. I feel sick to my stomach about it because she was SO SO YOUNG. Only about 25 years old. I know that there is at least one if not more reporters who MY CAPTORS murdered as well.
I am having a hard time wrapping my mind around how can people actually be so cruel. You should hear the way some of My Captors talk to me.. it’s like they don’t even bat an eye. These are the people that are running our country and our lives. Please please pass this on to as many people as you can so that they have to be accountable since they don’t believe so.

If anything happens to me.. one of my best friends from Southern California, Lisa, has the names and details of who got murdered and what not.

My son is fishing right now and I have to worry about him all the time. Not only him but my other children and myself. It is not fair.

IF YOU CAN’T READ THIS BECAUSE THE YAHOO ENGINEERS CHANGED IT FROM ENGLISH.. YAHOO HAS AN EXCELLENT TRANSLATION TOOL THAT MAY HELP IN STOPPING THEM:

UPDATE IF YOU CAN’T READ THE LINK PLEASE TYPE IN ONLINE TRANSLATION IN GOOGLE – it is the first result. Or if you can see this address:
http://babelfish.yahoo.com/

just copy and paste it into your address bar.

MY CAPTORS DON’T WANT THE EASILY ACCESSESSABLE TOOL AND THEY CHANGED THE FONT TO WHITE – THEY ARE CONTROL FREAKS.

I am feeling EXTREMELY SICK right now. I just put some puzzle pieces together and it dawned on me by things CARING ENGINEERS have said in the past and a nice CARING person who gave me the heads up a couple of days ago. Then I put everything together and realized that PEOPLE HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN KILLED all for the YAHOO INC. / SACRAMENTO FBI COVER UP. Do you know how absolutely sick that makes me feel. All because the PEOPLE IN THIS TOWN aside from a couple who I have HIGH SUSPICIONS are dead and wondered why I never heard back from them.

This is what I have to deal with. My Captors act like they DID ME A FAVOR AND LET ME LIVE.. but that is not true. GOD SAVED ME by making sure all of you readers cared enough to keep reading and passing my blogs around so the word gets out. Apparently, even though they changed my GOOGLE FEEDBURNER to APPEAR ONLY IN JAPANESE.. people still take the steps to TRANSLATE it and therefore I am still alive despite all of their attempts to BLOCK ME from communicating so they can finally get the job done.

My laptop is having issues so I was at Kinkos yesterday and MY CAPTORS kept making my minute count go super fast. Like a dollar gave me a second. But once again God was watching over me and an employee just handed me his UNLIMITED use card and let me get the very important message I learned just yesterday out to the public.

Please somebody help me. They threaten to kill me and falsely set me up and things of that nature constantly and they have all the backing locally to do so. I have been STRIPPED OF MY CIVIL RIGHTS. They mentioned something yesterday about me BLACKMAILING THEM.. so I want to make it clear on that note..

ANY TIME YOU GUYS WANT TO RESTORE MY CIVIL RIGHTS AND DO THE INVESTIGATION ON YOURSELVES.. I AM 100% FOR IT..

I just thought I would make that clear to you even though I know the MULTIPLE ATTEMPTS in the PAST MEANT NOTHING. But thank you for bringing up that subject so you can know how I feel.

IF YOU CAN’T READ THIS BECAUSE THE YAHOO ENGINEERS CHANGED IT FROM ENGLISH.. YAHOO HAS AN EXCELLENT TRANSLATION TOOL THAT MAY HELP IN STOPPING THEM:

UPDATE IF YOU CAN’T READ THE LINK PLEASE TYPE IN ONLINE TRANSLATION IN GOOGLE – it is the first result.

MY CAPTORS DON’T WANT THE EASILY ACCESSESSABLE TOOL AND THEY CHANGED THE FONT TO WHITE – THEY ARE CONTROL FREAKS.

This nightmare just does not stop.
I was sensing some anger from My Captors today because they didn’t like it that I wasn’t agreeing with them when their idea out of this situation was for me to go to school and then I would have a job?!!???

Seriously, I guess these people actually fooled themselves into believing that not only would I try to work out a resolution with them to end this nightmare since no one else will help, but they actually thought they would try to take advantage of me and railroad me into agreeing that I go to school and would have a detective job waiting? So basically, yeah we’re real sorry that we tried to kill you a kazillion times, tried to set you up, threatened you for both on numerous occasions, tried to kill your kid and frame you, invaded your privacy for 2 years .. sorry about that – but you can go work for our mistakes so we won’t be inconvenienced.

Can you believe that? They also tried to get me to fall for some scenario that a main player had fallen in love with me and that “All you need is Love”. I already said I wasn’t agreeing to a scandalous situation but also knew something was fishy even though they were pouring it on. So today after that “Love” was being revealed as fakeness when I didn’t agree to the above.. I sensed the sourness and as I was getting ready to drive.. because that’s when they give me information..and I jokingly said: “I am ready for that true love.. so sock it to me baby!”. I only said that because I knew I would be feelin all of the dissatisfaction as I had always previously, each time I did something they didn’t like.

They misconstrued and took it to mean that I fell for the fake lovery trick and immediately began telling me things like I am a sucker and calling me “Sell Out” and had their Radio DJ friends from 98.5 make SICK AND VULGAR COMMENTS. Hate to bust your bubble but your little trickery attempt did nothing but show me how really mean and hateful My Captors are. Not all of them but many.

So then when they found out they blew it by revealing their true motivations too early .. the THREATS OF DEATH and FALSE ARREST began flying my way once again.

So I panicked and decided to tell the first adult I could some details of what was going on.. which was my EX which by the grace of God .. lead to some other bonus information that proves everything I have been saying is true. I am hoping publicizing that if anything happens to myself or my ex because of that conversation that people will remember that it was NO ACCIDENT OR MYSTERY even if they make it look that way. I will be telling a few more close people so that if a bunch of people around me end up dead it is because of the information from that conversation.

Immediately after leaving for home, My Captors had one of their dj friends play a song called “Conversations Kill”. It is not a coincidence. It is amazing the NEW people that I find out continuously, who are involved. It is SO SAD.. to learn that even some people I knew have been helping.

You know to the people giving me dirty looks and all of the same LOSERS that My Captors began sending to remind me of the “kill her” days.. you are all – INCLUDING MY CAPTORS so UNGRATEFUL and it makes me sad. I am so jaded now.

You may be mad and be hatin on me because if I live you are right .. (I would be jealous too) that I am going to be a millionaire. But you know what… I gave you a gift no matter how much you try to justify that it was not and that I should be dead. So when you kiss your family and kids goodnight or you call them and it’s not calling them “collect” then you remember that this person you hate – A TOTAL STRANGER to most of you – cared enough about you and people in general to save you from being separated and living without your loved ones. That is more than the people that I had in my life and the “friends” that I had up here did for me. You try to threaten me saying not doing things your way .. I will have no friends. What does it matter really if all you are are just the same as the people and “friends” that I had in my life that I have disassociated myself with because I found out what kind of relationship we had.

I have my 3 little “homey’s” anyway.. and they were the only ones that stuck by me and they are the only ones who if I lost, could make me feel lonely. You guys acted like you saved me.. but we all know the truth and that is that GOD is the only one who “saved” my kids and I. Maybe some of you guys stopped long enough to realize that I am not a bad person and cared a little later.. but NOBODY was there for us when we needed them aside from God – NOBODY. You face that reality and still walk around with a Crazy Label for the rest of your life and had yourselves and your kids go through what we did.. and still FORGAVE people.. You sit there and tell me you would agree to the above, especially after all of the DISTRUST? I deserve it .. my kids deserve it and we need to be protected if need be.. OBVIOUSLY.

I am sorry to all of the people who may have had a hand in the past to this but are now like me, sitting at the mercy of whoever the people are who are choosing to continue this nightmare for all of us. I don’t know what the problem is and if you don’t tell me I have not a clue as to what is really going on here. From my standpoint.. honestly, it feels like some sort of power struggle between only a few people. Why? Why continue this when you have the opportunity to give everyone peace? I don’t understand what is going on. I do know from some of the messages as well as what I could only imagine..that I am not the only one exhausted about having my life put on hold for 2 years and never knowing what will happen next.

So I am going to ask the people who are letting this continue.. when we all know what happened and that everyone would be held accountable.. please.. let everything be over in the way that was intended 5 months ago today. Take the blessing and then see if good things come out of it for everyones sake.

I don’t know what more I can do. I have been as patient as I can be considering everything.

Thank you for the heads up whover that was. I have been alerted via My Captors – YAHOO CORPORATE and the LOCAL LAW ENFORCEMENT – most used way of communicating to me for the last 2 days that apparently I am being FRAMED for who knows what this time. So if My Captors and their law enforcement friends do come over and get me with some bogus charges then let this post serve as a record that prior to that I had been tipped off about their new BRIGHT IDEA.

I still have rights.. whether they want to enforce them or not.. THIS IS AMERICA and no matter what they try to pull.. I still will get them in court and I will make sure I publicize the date and place all over the internet so that even though I am in this place where I can’t get treated right then at least there will be outsiders who can see what is going on and protect me like they have been doing by reading my blogs.

This is the kind of thing that I have to worry about on a daily basis. For every day that there is no resolution there is another day for someone to come up with another devious little plan to eliminate me.

Thank you again to everyone for reading and giving me an avenue to try to stay above water.

I am irritated with the lies. There’s medicine for that you know? I am spent and I am exhausted and I am tired of all of the lies. I didn’t miss the message in the early afternoon when I dropped my son off fishing today. And then it turns out to be a lie.. once again. That is why I believe you have Bipolar or something. I meant what I said and I am not going to tolerate any more games. I mean everything I say and everything I feel about wanting this nightmare over and to be able to breathe freely for once in almost 2 years. I received a document the other day that makes me know that time is of essence. You know I don’t trust things around here and so receiving the document makes me weary about what you guys are up to. I will have this problem resolved before I enter any arena such as that.

I have had my suspicions for months that another Major Company had people involved in the crimes committed upon my children and I since March of 2008. I am sure I have pictures and what not from way back. For whatever reason my mind kind of zoomed in on my suspicions because of something I heard on TV today that triggered the thought. Well as coincidence would have it I actually caught the IP address of the person from that company hacking me tonight as soon as I “connected” tonight.

http://blogs.myspace.com/scarlett_letter_supermom

Here is another message to My Captors. I don’t understand what is going on but I am so tired of dealing with all of this. Why can’t this just be over?

http://blogs.myspace.com/scarlett_letter_supermom

It never ends. It has been almost 2 years and still I am in this nightmare. My Captors did something very cruel as I mentioned in the email to My Captors helpers today so they would understand what is pushing me to blog anywhere and everywhere I can until I get a resolution since every time they say there will be one IT IS ALWAYS nothing but a BIG LIE.

http://blogs.myspace.com/scarlett_letter_supermom

My Captors are acting very smug right now and have informed me that I have been DE-LISTED. I believe that they were somehow able to manipulate things so that would be true because I noticed that people aren’t able to view my updates. Prior to a few days ago there were hundreds of visitors every time I posted a message.

Somebody PLEASE HELP ME. I noticed today there was a visit from the very same ENTITY that was supposedly what the ANONYMOUS TIP that Jim Harris Jr. put in to begin the VERY FIRST ILLEGAL FBI INVESTIGATION back in April of 2008.

I remembering checking my Netstat Report ( I have learned how to do a lot just trying to secure my computer since March of 2008). I remember the trucks that were all around my house during the investigation had these NAVAL decals.. etc. Then one day I caught the IP ADDRESS of the people “connected” directly to my computer at home. I traced it and it said something like the NAVAL OCEANIC COMMAND CENTER or something like that. So I knew that they had to do with whatever the “Anonymous Tip” was. I still don’t know what I was supposed to be doing but .. regardless.. I knew I didn’t do anything and something was very wrong. That is how I began putting it together that Leo had a friend in the FBI because my life and my children’s lives WERE BEING THREATENED at the very same time that I felt the investigation was going on. At first I just thought it was a coincidence that my home network and phones were being hacked illegally beginning right before it felt like the FBI were all over my beeswax.

Here is their visit:

http://www.sitemeter.com/?a=stats&s=s45tcbnet&v=2540&r=9&vlr=8&pg=1&d=117

I also noticed from my FEEDBURNER REPORT that the feed urls were broken around the same time this visitor was visiting. I took a picture so I will try to add it soon.

Anyway, they keep breaking my feeds EVERY SINGLE TIME someone who can prove that what I am saying is true comes along. Now they have told me that whatever they did got me DE-LISTED. If it is true then I am almost positive that they have a CONNECTION from GOOGLE who is helping them and has been for months. I wrote an article on my MySpace when I first began noticing him and his mysterious entries to my blog that timed up with things going wrong.